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my love...

oh! so overwhelming the feelings
so inexplicable, and stalking
what a perfect crime
against my loneliness
let me be your lifer

silly people...

how common we may be
when we fall in love
how silly and predictable
but i don't give a damn
'cause i'm only great in love
i feel no God is needed
no saints, no heroes
they're all inside me
they're all my slaves

and i am YOURS

wake up, please...

you'd better wake up 'till i'm gone
i may get lost on my way
your eyes lookin' at me with love
will help me out of stray

you are my sweethome, my planet safe,
my cosmos, my rescue lane
don't get angry that i've torn you away
from your cozy dreams today

 

 


together...

i'm crasy when you near
i'm saying good-bye to the senses
i've lost my peace, and soul's apart
but i'm happy as never been.
that was a peace of death
'cause living means
=together=

egoist...

how dirty of me to desire you
how insincere of me to live
without caring about the tortured world
how egoistic, i confess
but i don't dare to leave
the cherished land of you
there'll be no way back, i know
so i've to sacrifice the universe...

Being

I'd like to be
a snowflake on the top of tree,
and fly and fly all day, all night
until I find my groove
on palm so warm and gentle
that dying is just further flight

an earphoned walk in june...

snowy whirpools in june
how easy to be
how perfect the tune
never been so free

testament...

i bequest the sun to you
we had an agreement fair
it'll never let you forget
how wonderful we had it for a while

dangerous me...

my incompleteness staggers you
don't be afraid: i'm a work-in-progress
just believe in me, gimme your hand
feel the hidden power
i've kept for you
but be careful to handle it

in need for you...

whenever you call
whatever you say
i relly don't care
'cause it's you
who makes me cry
feel emotional whirpools
grow high to the sky
it's you
only you
i don't need more
just you inside of me

my love's a flying bird
my passion's a furious tiger
don't let me go insane
touch me, kiss me
don't ever go away
i wanna find my sleepy groove
in your hands, in your heart
deep inside your immortal soul
don't let me die of reckless love

i wish i could be the one
who'll bring you what you need
i'll never hurt you
i'd better die
than do any harm to you
i'm dispersed all over for you
take any part of me
be happy with or without me near
the only thought of you
eaquals me to the greatest Gods

don't let me explode of love

Between

Im in between -
between two worlds:
the past and future time.
but which of them is mine?
I am at loss
I feel a stowaway on the plane
I don't belong here.

Sunny Day

the sunny day knocked at my soul
and asked for shelter there
but dark of it cried him away
such light it cannot bear


World

Don't wake me up, my torturer - world,
I don't wanna care at all,
'cause living 'mong shadows is happy,
Im great there
and YOU make me small !

lost inside...

i can't predict myself
i'm lost inside of
my inner mishmash
even flying high
won't help to understand.
who am i?


please, come to me...

i'm crawling and howling
on the floor
trying to tear my body
into pieces
i wanna get my aching heart
out of chest
and throw it away, far away
not to find it again

please come and heal me
'til it's too late
hug me, let me lean on you
'til it's too late
my beastly floor theatre ain't gonna stop
'til you come
'til you come and calm me down
i beg you to come

devil's covering me
when you're away
he's stealing my soul
from me
so keep your guard intensely please
don't let me turn devilish
so come, detoxify me with
your healing arms, your loving look
don't make me feel
starved of you

fall to my heaven...

my heavy diary is full of nonsense
my orphaned soul is full of you
i reach the top of human spheres
to touch the sun, to die or get the God

i'm the black angel that've come
to deprive you of light
but shhhh, don't say "no", please don't say
you've never known how beautiful
it may be to possess no more
anything that you've never had

fences...

i hate all fences
they make me feel weak
they impose on me senses
not to let me peak

so i attack them
in violent riots
but it's all in vain
'cause they deep inside us
we'd better remove them from brain


anew with me...

it's no use counting the cracks
in your veteran heart
don't waste precious energy
on things like that
get better ready for a new start
with me, i'm not au fait
with love but a perfect pupil
capable and grateful

senses...

the senses of common people
are too small for me
they get lost inside of
my shapeless self

so i'd better go fishing
in some other land
where Emeth comforts me
there'll be my end